I AM PROUD!!!!

I am sad....

I feel as though someone has taken my heart out and ripped into a million different pieces, handed it back and expected to fix it....

I am sad....

I want to take the hurt that my son has and deal with it all myself.....

I am sad....

I want to ask, WHY? Why God can such a sweet caring boy with a heart as big as a heart could be, always seem to get hurt....

I am sad.....

I want to know why kids don't come with a book on how to fix what they are feeling....

I am sad....I am mad....I am hurting for my baby boy....

BUT in all this sadness.....

I AM PROUD.....Proud to have a son who is not afraid to try, a son who loves his family, a son who gives all he has to everything, a son who LOVES Jesus!!!!!

I am Proud!!!!